My life is slowly falling into place. I Have a 6 month old daughter named Hailey Marie. She is just now learning to sleep through the night. David and I are together again. I couldn't be happier. I love him more than anything. But it seems too good to be true. Have you ever been hurt so bad by someone that you never want to fall in love ever again? Well, I have. I want to let go of the fear inside me, the fear that tells me not to trust, not to let my guard down. I want to tear down the walls that i have built. but my mind won't let me. It keeps telling me that people never change. only their habits do. and that i am just going to get my heart ripped to shreds all over again if i let myself feel anything for him. i want things to be the way they used to be so badly, but every time we get a step closer to that i end up pushing him away because i won't let myself get attached. If i get hurt like that again, i won't be able to make it. David, I'm trusting you with my heart. Please don't break it.